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Wednesday, October 08, 2008

there shall be days when you feel like giving up
and that is okay
just remember during those days...that God is still sovereign and good...still with you...and He has brought you through and through...

turn to Him in that place.

remember in those days the times when God showed you so tangibly that He has you exactly where He wants you to be...why He has brought you there...and glimpses of the plans He has for you.  cling to Him with all your might...even if you feel like you're just hanging by a thread...His grace will carry you through. 


Sunday, June 15, 2008

a new appreciation

hands still smellin like food. toes swollen. arms sore. back achin'.

tonight i began my new temp job as a banquet server.  we had round 1000 guests, twas crazy! good thing i didn't have to personally serve all of em, but twas still a challenge to have 5 tables that were all the way on the other side of the room from the kitchen.  i was paired up with another new girl- which was random and prob not the best of combinations.  it was fun to work together, but the two of us got owned  

what amazed to me tho was how other people stepped in to help us.  one of the captains came by to help carry two tables worth of entrees cos he knew we were behind.  by the time desserts came, the server in the section next to us carried two trays each time so he could give us one of them.  how he even carried two trays was amazing enough, but his thoughfulness put it over the top =) some of the servers finished early and came to help us clean up.  people knew we needed to get the job done and did what they had to.  i was thankful and surprised by how nice people were.  even when the captain came to have a talk with us and told us we were behind...he was not at all condescending or annoyed.  it helped take away the guilt and encouraged me to work harder. 

my biggest fears going into the night were of dropping a tray of food/drinks or spilling something on a guest.  even tho i had a few close calls, thank God that neither of those things happened.  there was one tray run when i carried the entrees and my wrist literally froze and i thought for sure i was goin to be cleaning steaks and fish off of the floor...haha.  one guy did end up dropping a tray full of glasses tho!  thankfully he caught himself on a nearby table after the guests got up, so damage and commotions were kept to a minimal.

overall i gained a new appreciation for banquet servers.  their strength, speed, control, coordination, attitude...wow.  i see peoples carrying 10 entrees on a tray and i am just awestruck. and they make it look so easy!!  i carried 6 one time and almost gave out, my max comfort zone is at 5 right now.  i need to workout more, pronto!  the thing is that they're carrying weight like that all night! you not only carry food to the tables, but you also carry the dirties back (which is all the stuff you served AND everything that was preset on the tables)!  taking things back is also a balancing act cos you got food mixed with drinks. and every time you have a tray on you is a potential accident in the making. 

i also gained another new appreciation, and that is for the kitchen/clean up crew!  man it is pure chaos back there when we're bussing those trays of dirties from 1300 place settings.  i don't know how they manage it...the uneaten foods and leftover sauces/butter/drinks also create absolute nastiness.  they literally do all the dirty work and get the least appreciation and pay. oy.

i like getting to see things from this perspective. 

 


Thursday, June 12, 2008

there is no place like home

something new about palo alto caught my eye today, besides our old house being strangely painted- white with the old layer of brick red still showing underneath on several sides, others left brick red, with a blue garage door- maybe they are getting ready for july 4th? mmm.   

even as lipika opened the car door to get out, people walked by the car one after another that she did not have much time to leave the door opened.  and as i drove down the streets of pA...i noticed people walking on the sidewalks, young and old, singles and multiples,  fast and slow, with and without pets...twas such a beautiful sight.  it made me happy to see that it is not only a place that is safe for anyone to walk the streets, but that many choose to and find joy from it.

familiar people and things of old touch me like no other.  i am thankful

nostalgia brings me back to zanga...friend of many yrs. haha, i am so lame.


Saturday, October 06, 2007

http://www.urbana.org/_articles.cfm?RecordId=1130

good stuff!


Tuesday, August 28, 2007

It’s time for letting go
All of our if only’s
‘Cause we don’t have a time machine
And even if we did
Would we really want to use it?
Would we really want to go change everything?
‘Cause we are who and where and what we are for now
And this is the only moment we can do anything about

So breathe it in and breathe it out
Listen to your heartbeat
There’s a wonder in the here and now
It’s right there in front of you
And I don’t want you to miss
The miracle of the moment

There’s only one who knows
What’s really out there waiting
In all the moments yet to be
And all we need to know
Is He’s out there waiting
To Him the future’s history
And He has given us a treasure called right now
And this is the only moment we can do anything about
And if it brings you tears

Then taste them as they fall
And let them soften your heart
And if it brings you laughter
Then throw your head back
And let it go, let it go
You gotta let it go
Listen to your heartbeat

-Steven Curtis Chapman "Miracle of the Moment"

*elo from baltimore! so i don't really use this zanga anymore...at least not really for updates...but if you would like to know my new blog...let me know! =)



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